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Department of Veterans Affairs Reaches Historic Breakthrough Agreement (1/28/2015)

U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs Secretary Robert A. McDonald and attorneys representing homeless veterans in Los Angeles announced an agreement that dedicates the West Los Angeles VA campus to serving veterans in need, and commits the department to design a plan to help end homelessness among veterans in Los Angeles County. The agreement is an important step forward in carrying out President Obama's commitment that no veteran should live on the streets, or forego necessary medical and psychological services.

Counting Every Veteran on the Way to Ending Homelessness (1/28/2015)

Secretary of Veterans Affairs Robert A. McDonald is taking a firsthand look at the issue of homelessness among Veterans by participating in this year's Point-in-Time Count in Los Angeles, California. The PIT Count typically takes place in locations around the country during the month of January.

VA Announces Single Regional Framework under MyVA Initiative (1/26/2015)

The Department of Veterans Affairs today announced that it is taking the first steps under the MyVA initiative to realign its many organizational maps into one map with five regions to better serve Veterans.

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One Veterans perspective on homelessness, PTSD and VAís H-PACT teams

Posted: Fri, 30 Jan 2015 16:05:00 +0000

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Junior Masaniai

Junior Masaniai

My name is Junior Masaniai. I am a 47-year-old U.S. Army Veteran diagnosed with combat-related PTSD and severe methamphetamine (ice) and alcohol addictions.

My military career as a 13 Foxtrot Forward Observer was successful for the first 4 years of my 7-year term in the U.S. Army. During my last 3 years of service, I went through a series of living nightmares downrange. My life turned upside down and all I knew to do was self-medicate with alcohol every day until my honorable discharge sent me back home to Oahu in 1994.

A year later, my ice addiction started. I was drinking and smoking every day to try to numb the pain of war. Unfortunately, my life and health deteriorated as a result. I lost jobs, relationships with my family, and the trust of people who counted on me. In 2000, I ran. I was still running away from the guilt, shame, and anger of what I went through in the war. Chronic homelessness and life on the streets became my new reality until I found out about the VA Leeward CBOC in 2013. Another homeless Veteran friend of mine saw me on the streets and said he had been getting help from the H-PACT team. He told me to go get help.

I was homeless for 13 long years and ended up living in a cultural garden in Waipahu. I lived in the bushes under the stars with everything that came with it. It was bad. It was survival. I showered in rivers and slept on rocks. Hungry. Dirty. Mosquitos. Centipedes. Ice. Fights. Pakalolo (Hawaiian word for marijuana). Alcohol.

It was a life of criminal activity fueled by drugs and untreated, severe PTSD. I didnít know what PTSD was then, only what I was going through, and that my mental suffering was endless and wasnít getting better.

After years of torment by my PTSD, I became depressed and suicidal, feeling like nothing was worth living for anymore. I finally reached out in a desperate attempt. I walked into the Leeward CBOC, scummy, filthy, drunken, high and scared out of my mind. I went to the front counter and asked for help. I was desperate. I was lost and had nowhere else to go. It was my last straw.

The CBOC staff opened doors for me. That first day I met my social worker, Mr. Robin Kim, who explained how the H-PACT clinic could assist me. Doors instantly opened. I was given choices and treatment for my mental and physical illnesses. Thatís when I met my primary care provider, Dr. Curtis Nakatsu, and my psychologist, Dr. Brian Kelley. We dealt with my severe substance addiction and chronic homelessness first.

Due to my trust for Mr. Kim and Dr. Kelley, I invited them to my world in the culture garden. My drug addict friends ran like the wind, thinking it was a federal sting Ė we were all living on the other side of the law. We walked through the mud, dirt, taro fields and trash. We walked through my little war zone where I was reliving my nightmares. My VA providers came into my world, we talked through the story, and I knew I could trust them.

Within 2 months, I was able to get approved for a HUD-VASH voucher with the help of Ms. Natalie Luong-Weeks, and I was given permanent housing at a place called Cloudbreak.

The timing was this: housing, sobriety and then PTSD treatment. I completed VAís outpatient substance abuse treatment program. I never thought in my life I would ever be clean and sober again. Today I am grateful to say that I am 1.5 years clean and sober, with a healthier body and clear mind to make better life choices and pursue new goals in the path of my deeply personal walk with Christ.

Now, I was ready to treat my PTSD. I engaged in cognitive processing therapy that helped calm the demons in me. I was able to understand, and accept what happened downrange in a real and honest way. My beliefs about what happened truly changed and I felt less guilty and tormented. The self-blame and horrendous guilt and shame that ate me alive for so many years finally let up. The war is over and the PTSD therapy finally allowed me to believe and feel that this was actually true. I am forever grateful for that.

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Junior Masaniai and his Oahu H-PACT Team.

Now, I teach Sunday School classes for children at my church and this helps me to give back. I am truly grateful to have walked into the Leeward CBOC and to have followed the suggestions of the H-PACT team. I’m humbly at the doorstep of a promising career and a renewed quality of life. I give my deepest gratitude and thanks to my H-PACT team who never gave up on me when everyone else did.